iya gue capek.

gue capek terus-terusan punya masalah sama kalian tapi kalian ga pernah mau ngomongin itu secara langsung ke gue. selalu gue yang tiba-tiba nemuin kata-kata nusuk di tweet kalian, trus dari situ gue baru tau kalo kalian ada masalah sama gue. kenapa sih? kenapa ga ngomong langsung?

kali ini gue nyerah. gue ga akan ngelakuin apa-apa buat kita. gue capek minta maaf. gue ga mau ngejatohin harga diri gue lagi didepan kalian.

terserah lah kalian mau ngomong apa lagi soal gue, toh kalian juga ga bakalan ngomong itu langsung didepan gue. gue pura-pura ga tau aja ntar, kayak biasa.

i don't get it why do best friends can turns into your worst nightmare in your life. no matter how much you care about them, no matter how much you miss them in your new life.

i don't get it why adult life can be this complicated. i haven't finished one problem yet, but the others are coming. kinda frustating, and my tears are always there.